
I want a "freedom" with no answers. I don't need a "freedom" with answers. But with knowing that answer my "freedom" expands.
[Lenka is addicting as hell, and so is Vocaloid, Free and Magnet. ♪]
Nothing good happened.Okay, I was thinking of writting in the 20th Augost over here to tell you how my
19th was. But, unfortunatly, nothing good happened.
All I did was ignore the calls, the messages, and watch tv while thinking.But, there's something that's bothering me.I was already
addicted to
Vocaloid at that time. Everybody that knows that I am addicted to it knows how much I listen of Vocaloid.
Even to the extreme to sleep while listening to it.And well, I pretty much focused on
Butterfly On Your Right Shoulder,
Len's version and
Free and
Magnet, both from
Len and
Luka (aka Lenka).Those songs are
happy and are able to
push me foward.
No, seriously. It has been a while since I've heard songs that are able to
lift my mood up due to its
feeling. And Vocaloid is just so
epic that it's able to do so.
And maybe due to that, I might have
wasted the only day that I allow myself to be all
depressive over this.
And maybe, that's the reason why I'm not feeling well lately.And another year goes by.I wonder if in
next year I won't have to go through all this again and
alone.
I could really use a hug right now.Well, I found out that most of the
clothing acessories that I like is
gothic-like. Seriously, I am just as
shocked as you are.
You know,
striped armwarmers,
striped socks and whatever so...
headbands.
But I don't really care. At least not about that.
What really troubles me is the fact that now I think that I
wouldn't mind to look a
little gothic, if that's what a person that uses that stuff
is. o3o
And I'm also
finally filling my
wall with
anime posters, yay! I'll post a
picture later, when I finish it. ♥
I am stopping with the writing, playing and whatever so for now as well. I need to think right now.
And a LOT.So, please. Unless you
really need me or you want to
help me in any way,
don't bother me.
I am really...in a bad mood.Specially because I am
mad at
Twin and
Pedro. To simply put it...one of them used me to make him look
"better and all manish". Well, guess what.
You gun goofed!No,
just joking. Truth is, I wasn't in the mood so basically
I replied and they got so
scared of my
awesome arguments that they
runned as fast as they could from the conversation. And now they even avoid me.
So much of a male, huh. I would call you more a
scared cat.
Even I am more manish than them, trust me.4 weeks and school starts. I am getting insane.
Seriously.Good luck with everything, minna-san. I will need a lot of luck, so if you don't need it just give me some of yours, okay. Thank you.
Not.Buh-bye~!And don't forget to return to your sleeping habits. School is coming, you know.Signed out while proudly looking at her wall,Shinobu, the Ace of Spades.