Shinobu here, finally with a nice hair. ~
My hair has been all messed up this days. I'm even embarassed to leave home. (not really)
But today it was finally good. I was starting to think that I had to return to the hair sallon asap.
And that wouldn't be good.
Only just a couple days ago my hair got to its "normal" size, I don't want it to be all shorty again. Ç_Ç

But anyway, that's not one of the reasons why I am here.
Fact is, mom's turning 50 today. So...
Happy birthday mom!
Nevertheless, today was a great day. What actually made me laugh a lot was the fact that we did a surprise to our mom, but she didn't noticed anything, when it was really obvious. Take this for an instance...
Me and Eduardo left home to go to a friend's house on the SAME day. Isn't that weird enough?
Eduardo leaving the house is already weird. In the same day that I do? Totally weird.
Then, my dad, on a saturday, is called from the work to go there on the same day that me and Eduardo leave. Nah, too rare.
And then, look what happened.


Well, what was most troublesome was the fact that we were preparing a theater about her life, but then she just screwed up our rehearsals by making me stay home in the day we were meeting. So we ended up saying some stuff to a camera and making a video with photos and us saying pretty things. (of course, I was too proud to be sentimental. The only good thing I said was "even if we do argue sometimes, you know that we love you a lot". I'm such a moron...*facepalm*)
But you know what?
I cried. Fuck yeah. Miss-too-cool-to-cry cried. Because dad said some pretty stuff not only about mom, but about us too.
And just like me, he looks like he hates everyone. He sucks at showing his feelings. He's too proud to admit he's sad.
And yet, hearing that to him I'm not just a weight...it really made me feel happy.
Without even knowing, someone that I don't get along with made my day.
So I thank you for that. Not just for making me happy enough to cry, but for all you said to mom.
Although we all said pretty stuff...
It was you who put proudness away and showed how you really feel toward us.

You remember Grande C...right?
There I was in its site, all nervous hitting crtl + f and searching my name...to see it wasn't there.
No, I didn't lost.
You know what?
They won't post the writing results until the 30th. I mean, out of so many cathegories, why writing?!
I. am. so. pissed.
And nervous. Specially nervous.
I sometimes am really thankful for being really patient and calm...or else I would had already exploded the house these days.

Tomorrow I'm going to Twin's new house with Marg.
I'll admit it, I'm not in the mood to watch horror movies nor play scary games. I will most likely get scared, even if I don't jump like Marg does. *sighs*
But at any rate...if I said I didn't want to go, they would get mad. Specially twin.
And anyway...why am I getting away from old friends like Twin, who meant the world to me?
Is it really my wish to be away, or is it the distance that keeps growing between us that doesn't make me confortable around them anymore?

I've been getting lots of reviews in Nyah!, I am proud.
But do you know what I'm not proud about?
Getting addicted to k-pop.
Senpai, Hana (Suisei-chan's cousin), Juliana and Lê addicted me to it. I'm doomed.
It would be okay if k-pop wasn't the kind of music that makes you want to sing/dance. And I don't like to dance, face it. *facepalm*
And it's too addicting. Lolli Lolli Lollipop oh Lolli pop pop...okay, I stop.
I will leave you alone now.
But don't forget it, search for 2NE1 and 4minute in youtube and get addicted as well!
(I might give you more names if you are interested, haha!)

Okay, now I'm serious.
Buh-bye, minna-san~! Until the 30th, that is. Or either I will be here all proud and mighty, or really down.

Signing out while singing Lollipop,
Shinobu. ~