sábado, 16 de janeiro de 2010

Although I never thought of watching Elfen Lied, I did it and loved it, especially Nyu/Lucy and Nana (L'

Shinobu here, addicted to Elfen Lied. ~
If you never watched it, you should. Elfen Lied portraits a very good story that makes you think a lot about humanity. And besides, Lucy and Nana are epic win.
Well, moving on, I'm seriously troubled.
I have two work presentations next week, and you know how I am. I hate to speak in front of everybody.
So, I think that I'll stay like "uhum..." while looking at my classmates and my teacher.
And to make it even worse, one of them is an English work, which means we have to speak in english. Sooo...I'm sure that they won't understand me, as I'll get it all wrong due to nervousism.
Oh well. I'll manage it somehow...I guess.
Also, this week was a total disaster. Marta had a plan to know if you-know-who liked someone, and it turned out that "they" thought that Marta liked him. So, in order to save herself, she went to talk with him, and now he keeps asking her random things about his "fan". And unfortunatly, he's smarter than we thought he would be and this is getting troublesome. Great huh?
It could be great, if Marta wasn't so troublesome and all around me. You know how I am...eyes on the ground, unable to shove her off. ~.~
Amazing how when you actually want to be in the same group in PE, and to do pair works and etc, the teachers never requests that, and now that I don't want to, it's always happening, geez.
Why did the FQ teacher remember to do next friday what I wanted to do two weeks ago...? Stupid laboratory things. u_u
Also, there's still no senpai around. I wonder if she already got her brand new computer.
Poor her, and poor me. It seems that mine is going to explode at any moment. I think that I'll format it again or bug Eduardo no niisan to do it for me, geez.
Do you know what I noticed? The fact that I didn't bother much about my appearance now, and after one of his questions to Marta, I'm concerned about it again.
Whatever. I still believe that it's futile to choose someone pretty over someone awesome and ugly. When the pretty one reaches 30's, she/he might be the ugliest thing ever, and you two can't even have a decent conversation as her/his brain is small as a grain. However, the awesome, ugly person will always be able to have great conversations, and will actually understand what you say even if you aren't talking about idols.
And yet...I'm still troubled about that.

And off we go.
To Maths, and to FQ. The time for me to study really hard has finally arrived.
I believe that I'll be fine in FQ. I've learned a few things after doing lots of exercises :D
However, Maths...oh shit. Ooooh shit.
As long as I have a 10, I should be fine. But I can't.
I need good grades. And I need to keep that in mind.
And not only me, but you too. So, stop reading this and go to study! *smirk*
And that's all, folks.
Until the next entry, I'm ending here.

Nbye~

Signed out while listening to Lilium (Elfen Lied Opening),
Shinobu.

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sexta-feira, 8 de janeiro de 2010
Favourite picture of Akagami no Shirayukihime, without a doubt. Both Zen and Shirayuki look awesome here (L)
[wtf, they're actually holding hands? They have such nice relationship that things like that almost never happen. :O]

Shinobu here, in the 1st of 2010. ~
Welcome to 2010, also known as certain doom!
Don't worry, I'm just joking a little.
2010 is a year that will bring us lots of good stuff. And unfortunatly, lots of bad stuff.
Enjoy your stay, yahoo!

So, I hate when people make stupid promises on New Year's Eve about changing something on the next year. Like "I'll be more smart, I'll study more" and so on. And you know why? Because people never fufill them.
However, I decided to take a shot and do something similar this year. So, ready?

Point number one:
I should remember my "notes to self" more often. Like "note to self: eating more than three desserts in the same meal gives you stomach ache", "note to self: never read big mangas on school days because you will stay up all night finishing it", and so on.

Point number two:
I shall cosplay with Carla when she decides we are going to an event. And if mom says no, I'll just go there and watch awesome cosplayers. :D

Point number three:
Never give up. And I mean it. Do you remember when I was all down, feeling bad for everything that happened to me? I won't. I'll stand up, no matter what.

Point number four:
If I have a good enemy in love , and I don't want to get hurt again, I will get out of the stage. However, if I don't, I'll give my best, so just wait for me 8D -not

Point number five:
I don't have a thing for brown hair, nor brown eyes. Seriously. And the proof of it are his eyes, which are brown/green in sunlight, haha!
(no, this isn't a promise. I just felt like putting it here)

If you want me to be honest, most of the points are pure joke, except three and four. I'm serious for those two.
I am sorry. And I think that I never meant it so much as I do now.
But, to prove it that I am seriously trying, today I spoke with Lari. I didn't see her for 3 months or more. And do you know one of the things that she said to me?
"I'm happy. You're happier with your life, I can see that."
And that's how things are. Even if he doesn't care for me as much as I care for him; even if I write books and they don't sell; even if I will live a hard life...maybe I just didn't got lucky, and instead had bad luck. However, living while being sorry for myself is even more frustrating. So, even if all my dreams are crushed, I shall live every single day and find new dreams.
For the time that I took from everyone when I couldn't walk, and I needed your help to stand, now I'll even run alone for you.
So, thank you guys. Thanks for everything!

Regarding the fourth point, if you remember correctly, I did a plan which failed and I did again accidently. Well, guess what, I did it again. And this time, it was a "checkmate", haha.
(yes, in case you're wondering, I DO know how to play chess. And I rock. Not.)

Well, I could go on talking about lots of stuff, but I'm not in the mood for that.
However, senpai's computer just died, which means I'm doing a homage for her here, haha~
"Do you know what I hate?" My pair of jeans that just ripped. The fact that I have fleas over my hair and I never had them in my whole life. Listening to Sara telling me over and over "You know, I looked at him closely. He's prettier than Neto!". Not having senpai around to bug. Copycats (even though I'm being one now, geez.)
"Do you know what I like?" Candies. And Pans & Company. And my newest pen (I think that I'll start collecting them...I have like, 6 blue pens in my pencil case). And my friends. And him. And Lê's comment on the previous entry.

Tomorrow we're (Carla, Tiago, Carlos and me) going to colombo to watch Avatar. Finally, weekend!
I'm so freaking tired. I'm trying hard for FQ and Maths now. I have to get those grades up in order to make up for my stupid, bad grade at PE.
And guess what?
I had a 10 at Maths. 10, hell yeah!
I though I was going to have a 9. I never thought I would say this, but may God bless Prado, ohnoes.

I'm happy. Really happy.
I'm happy that they stand for me like nobody ever did. After all, I'm the one that usually stands for others on those kind of stuff. I mean, nobody would remember to say "instead of joking around, you should have helped her", nor "yeah, we could, but I'm not doing that. If she wants to tell us, she will do it. She knows that it's fine around us" to me before. :3
So, until there are some news, and time...I guess I'll just sit around, yahoo. (it had a special meaning. Too bad that not all the people can understand it...)
May your year be full of wonderful things, like I'm hoping mine to be.

Nbye, minna-san! ^w^~

Signing out while bugging Rocha to draw for her,
Shinobu. ~

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