Poisoned by a notebook, grasping onto fear from earthly desires
Incessantly drooling from the delusion of giant lies
Judgement, prattling on about generalizations of crime
Who would be able to do anything like break the deadlock?
[Yes, I do know that those lyrics are from Death Note's 2nd ending, and that the picture if from Tales of Symphonia, but who cares?]
Shinobu here, feeling like writting. ~
I had a lot of crap planned to be post here, a long time ago.
So, yes, this is one of those big posts.
First of all, I am seriously stressed. Stupid school is almost there, and I really don't feel like making new friends, nor watching the faces of some stupid people, geez.
I must look like a spoiled brat right now, but I have lots of issues at people. Don't ask me why, I just think that I would be better off without most of the beings. (yes, beings, not humans...and no, this is not something that I'm going to explain for you to understand. Some people got the message, others didn't, and I couldn't care any less.)
Tomorrow I'm going to check the classes with Sara, and I sure hope that Mariana is on mine. It's almost certain that she is, but still...meh.
Also, I'm going to pick up my damn glasses. They are finally fixed!
Moving on to other stuff...I went to visit Mew on Sunday. I believe that her parents are going to hate me since I visited right away, go figure.
Anyway, I had fun, and I hope that she did as well *cough*.
And, yes, I like your dogs, despite of my afraidness...but, they are cute and they don't bite me, so I guess that's just fine.
I hope that we can spend more time together :3
Well, carring on.
The lyrics, at the beggining, aren't there for nothing. First, I thought I should make a post about other lyrics that give a lesson that I find important for all the morons persons in depression and all of those things, but since usually I'm in a bad mode, I just decided to keep that for the next post, when I'm able to properly speak about it without being too mean. *cough*
Although the notebook thing doesn't apply to us, since the death note doesn't exist (or does it? *smirk*), the last sentence is really what I've been wondering about.
Yep, I've already posted an entry about it, which was pretty big.
And still, it haunts my head, and I can't properly focus on whatever it is.
I really wonder if there's someone that is able to change the the time of death of each human, or even some way to extend our time here. If that was possible, then I would try to reach it, in order to have more time to sort my stuff and to watch how the world changes. And maybe, then just maybe...I'll might try to change it myself.
They might be useless dreams to everybody...but the truth is that I believe that I could die in peace after changing a little that it is of the world for better.
Well, moving on to other things...
ICREATEDADRAIK,YAY! (no, I won't bother explaining what it is to you.)
*cough* I found out that my titles for fanfictions and stories are always badass (you gotta agree, it's the only thing that I like about my stories!), but my titles of the blog are pure crap. I mean, seriously, wtf? I'm really glad that I coded this layout in a way that doesn't allow you to see the titles. Good grief...
Moving on again, to the last thing that I have to say today...
Me and Lari-chan started to CP (aka RP, for the ones who don't know it.) again. I really missed her when she went away, since she was one of my few friends that actually enjoy to do something like that.
I so love my dear Kurogawa *drools*
Well, since I'm being a fangirl to one of my OC's of neo, I think that I'm just going to shut up.
(also, if you want to do CP, or anything like that, feel free to say it...finding new people to do it is always fun! :D)
Well, I'm looking foward for tomorrow, even if it means that I'm getting closer to school days *sigh*
I sure hope that I get another gamer classmates...especially if they are similar to some certain character from a certain place *looks at senpai* *major cof cof*
...or some major badass, a cutie who likes cake, or a smart albino-boy *cof cof*
Well, putting aside my fangirl dreams...It's amazing how now, I notice how my classmates were awesome, despite of everything. But, don't get too cocky, you're still a bunch of morons! *smirk*
I feel like laughing like Kira or Rena, for some random reason. But, if I try to, my mom will think that I've finally got mad. Oh well, gotta keep my random wishes to myself, darn D:
So, I'm going to logout while eating a chewing gum (hell yeah!), since there aren't any lollipops today. It's such punishment for me to not have any lollipops left...T_T
So, Nbye~ to everyone! /not
Signed out while deciding whether to laugh like Kira/Rena or not,
Shinobu. ~