Yureugoku na inochi ni okuru, kanata kara no requiem.
Shinobu here, somehow sick. ~
 I've skipped school today, since my body hurts like hell from P.E. The teacher said "oh, I won't force you to work that much, we have to take it easy". Easy? Yeah right! She made me do the 90 mins lesson, which means that now, all my muscles hurt ~.~And since there's no car, I couldn't walk to the school, since I'm walking like a penguin due to the pain. Geez, I do love penguins, but I never thought of being one u_u
Well, moving on.
My brother Eduardo's birthday was yesterday. A good day, I guess. He spent his birthday the way I wanted to spend mine, screw it.
 At least it had 
cake...!
So, I'm dedicating this part to wish 
him a 
Happy Birthday (who cares if it was yesterday?)! 8D
You're 
so lending me your birthday
 gift, haha.
Well, since I don't have 
much to say (or maybe I just don't want to, 'cause it even hurts my arms to 
type ~.~), I'm going to post
 lyrics here, yay! /not
Into the sea of the unconscious, I sunk my easily wounded body
To my recurring shadow, I wish that I only desire love
Bestowed upon my unstable life, a requiem from afar
A beautifully cruel melody
A prayer upon an inverted cross, eternally engraved
My feelings, too strong, begin to become twisted
Giving sleep to red eyes, sheltering an uncertain future
A melody enticing me to Paradise
Not knowing the way forward, a light burns in my heart
Held silently, as it is.
For the 
morons ones who don't know this song, it's called 
Kanata Kara no Requiem (A Requiem from Afar). It's
 Suigintou's image song, aka 1st of the 
Rozen Maiden.
Although I should be posting here the lyrics for 
Nemureru Shiro (Sleeping Castle), since it's 
Sousei Seki's image song, I'll leave that one for other day, when I dedicate a post to 
Suisei Seki (read the lyrics of Nemureru Shiro to understand why).
Suigintou, at ORM, is 
Mew.
I
 liked her, until *
spoiler* she killed Sousei Seki. *
end of spoiler*
So, I really 
can't do a post while being
 nice to Suigintou, sorry! D:
But, I 
love her song. Her image song, is my 
favourite of the 7, with 
Nemureru Shiro and 
Pizzicato Biyori (Kanaria's image song) following.
Not just the song. The lyrics are just...
amazing.
While Pizzicato Biyori has a
 catchy tone, and Kanaria's "
kashira~", this one has the lyrics.
Nemureru Shiro, it's Sousei's, has a
 very nice beggining, and the lyrics are also 
nice, but they lose to Kanata Kara no Requiem's.
Maybe it's because I 
somehow relate to some parts of the lyrics. 
Who knows...So, go to listen to
 all the 3 songs, as I've got 
nothing else to comment about them.
I'm tired. Really tired.
All this thingy, of going to the 
doctor...and the 
homeworks. And the
 grades. And the 
teachers. And the
 classmates. And the 
shyness. And the 
pressure.
You know what?
The 
girl that remind me of 
Hinata...is a really 
bitchy girl. Now that she feels
 confortable with us, she's always 
rude, and so on.
I mean, 
I am rude from 
nature, and still I try to keep it to 
myself and I'm usually 
not rude to the others (I'm not, right? D8), so why the hell do I have to handle her 
stupidity? >_>'
I sure don't know what to 
think about the class 
anymore.
At the 
beginning, everybody seemed to be
 nice. Now, some people are revealing to be
 awful, and others are 
getting away from me due to my shyness. 
Why the hell can't I speak 
normally with them? The 
words just don't seem to appear in my
 mind, geez.
I 
don't want to be 
her shadow. I really don't.
And still, I'm 
starting to be it. And the more I try to
 run away from it, the 
more and 
more darker I become.
Oh well.
 Oh well...So, Nbye. ~Signed out while listening to Kanata Kara no Requiem,
Shinobu. ~