Shinobu here, while drinking water. ~
(what? It's healthy!)
First of all, this is going to be a very, I repeat, VERY big post.
If you don't feel like reading, don't. It doesn't bother me at all.
But maybe, what you are going to read is interesting for you, because I've decided to post the lyrics here.
And, of course, I'll be speaking a little about myself at school, duh.
This time, we'll do it reversed...so, I'll start with school.

First of all, the teachers. Some are nice, others aren't. I'm seriously pissed at the P.E teacher 'cause she ordered me to buy equipment for the class in order to "do some activities like cheer and guide your classmates". I mean, who the hell dresses up for running if all I have to do is scream some stupid things, and to wristle? (please, no dirty thoughts here ;_;)
*cough* Moving on to my classmates...
Today Bruno decided to draw us in a funny way since we had a free hour (it's the only thing that I thank to the stupid P.E teacher for), but, since he draws very badly has lots of artistic skills, we had to ask Maycow to finish it. Oh well, it was funny anyway XD
Also, I discovered that the bitchy girl isn't that bitchy...it seems. But, I still don't like her, haha.
You know what? I think that I'm going to enjoy this, even if just a little bit.
At least nobody judges me for being shy...if I'm next to Liliana, nobody will think that I am shy, since she's so shy that it balances all the bitches who like to flirt around in Portugal. o_o

Well, I think that you couldn't care anyless now about what I am writing here, so, I'll just go to the main topic, the lyrics.
Ever felt down, and that nobody understanded you?
Ever thought of killing yourself?
I'm guessing that the 1st option is the most common. Either way, I know cases of the 2nd one, so I'll also speak about it.
The so waited lyrics (not), are from One X, which belongs, of course, to Three Days Grace. (like you weren't expecting that from me at all *irony*)
Since I don't feel like posting the whole lyrics, I'm just posting the phrases without repeating them.


So, for all the ones who didn't understand it, I'll make it easier for you.
I'm a moron who's mostly labeled as a shy, stupid nerd. Most of the people also like to use terms as "ugly", "weird", "annoying". Either way, it doesn't matter.
All I know is that I tend to keep everything inside, because I don't believe that someone is able do understand half of what I go through everyday.
However...
There are tons of people out there with the same issues.
Others are hated by their own parents, others don't even have them.
The thing is, you have to learn something.
If you fall, it's okay. But, you can't expect your friends to get you up again. They also have their own troubles to mind.
You have to get up for yourself.
Yes, you might be thinking that what I am saying is pure crap.
But, it's the truth. I was at the bottom, and today, I'm standing above the crowd, despite of everything that happens.
True, I still only sit and watch what happens, but I'm trying to change it.
That's the difference.
You can't just sit, and think "I'm so unlucky", or "I'm useless", and so on. Everybody has a meaning of existance, and even if our life doesn't seem as good as the cool, popular dude of your school, it doesn't mean that the motive of you being born is lower than him. Maybe, you're even better than him.
We are WAY above the crowd. 'Cause, my friend, I am a proud One X.
So, get up your lazy mind up, and stand with us.
If you end up killing yourself, then you'll be just as twice as useless as you are now.
At least, live to find your meaning, 'cause it will come.
Some meanings come soon, others later.
It doesn't really matter...
Just stand above the crowd!

Guess that's all.
I hope that after reading it, that your mind changed a little.
If not, at least I tried, and that's also what you should do.
Try, even if you failed once, twice, and so on. You can do it.

So, I'm tired. After all, I'm not used to get up at 6:50am to walk to school. I miss my brother's car, geez.
I'm just going to literally jump to my bed, and sleep like hell.
Everything would be perfect, if I didn't have to get up at 9am to go out to buy the stupid equipment for P.E. Geez...
Also, I would like to thank senpai for all the help she's been. If it wasn't her, I don't know if I would even post this. So, thanks XD~
Oh, and, I've finally fixed the layout. It was troublesome as hell *yawns*

Nbye, everybody! ~

Signed out while drinking more water,
Shinobu. ~