Seki-chan he...*cough* I mean, Shinobu here. ~
I so adore how Shizu-chan calls me Seki-chan. And I also adore the fact that I'm almost 15. Or not.
I mean, I feel old!
When I try to remember the old days, I just feel sad. If this goes on, I'm going to be an old hag who works at McDonalds, since her book didn't sell, haha.
I miss everybody, and everything. New school, new people are just...meh. I guess I'm not social like Mariana.
However, I do have good classmates, I guess. I always heard bad stuff about Tiago, but if you want me to be honest, he just rocks. Too bad that he doesn't seem like he knows how to play a rpg...
*cough* Moving on, I'm assuming that you read the previous entry. If you didn't, then what you need to know is that Sara is bugging me a lot about a certain someone.
I guess that it's because he's stupid, tall, smart, funny and cute like someone that I know? (cutting out the smart part, he is like someone that we all know...but putting it back again, he is like other someone that almost nobody knows -Q)
Oh well. And now, that certain someone is invading my thoughts. Sara is addicting me to him, it seems. And too bad that he's very friendly and that he likes to invade my personal space to speak with me (it's a lie, he usually just comes to Mariana :O), since it makes it harder to not hear his name around...nor Sara's laughs when he appears.
If he, someday, notices her weird smirk when he's near (Near...*drools*), I'm killing Sara. /sonottrue

Well, today at Biology (or BG, as the G stands for Geology), I found out that there are lots of animals in bottles at the school. I so love the F pavilion, geez. I mean, everybody loves to see a scorpion that looks alive, right? They are so cool 8D /not
And...we did a stupid group work to study some rocks. I wished I could help, but Mariana and Bruno are just too good at it, that they didn't even need my help. (yes, it's a lie again, I did help them like...3 times? *cough*)
Oh well.
Do you know the moral of the story?
Sara joked with me again, with her smirk, of course.

Since this is just a VERY random entry, I'm just going to say this:
2 days for my party and birthday, uhuu!
Not.
I so don't care.
All I want to do is to see all my stupid friends again, and to invade Margarida's house in the following Wednesday.
I'm not even having a cake. Come on, what kind of birthday doesn't have a cake?
It's just...sad.
I hate being poor. (who doesn't?)
And do you know what I also hate?
I told everybody that I didn't need any gifts. And all the morons want to take me shopping at my party to get me a gift, because they don't know my tastes!
I mean...most of those retards know me for years, and still they don't know me enough? Geez.
So, please, if you are going to my party, and are reading this, do NOT go there with the intention of giving me a gift. I don't want to look like a Christmas Tree while walking around with tons of weird bags full of gifts.

Basically, I give up. Yes, I give up!
I'm just going to grow old.
Oh well. Maybe my book will still be at a bookstore as a bestseller when I die, like Michael Jackson. Or maybe, I'll even become more famous after my death. (Although I'd rather to be famous now, haha.)
I just want to get through High School, and write my dear Yumemiru Shoujo no Megumi/Setsuna, or Blood something. Maybe Blood Lust? Sounds too "normal", I guess.
Ooooh well. Let's see just how everything is going to be.
Will it stay grey, or will the clouds go away? (omg, it rhymes! Oh, Rhyme...she's just too adorable *cough*)
Who knows? I certainly don't.
And if you do know...please tell me, as I can't figure out any solutions to my troubles.
I'm just too busy trying to keep Sara pumped up. Trust me, I never thought it would be so hard...
So, I almost have no time to think, to observe everything, and to make a last decision about what I wanna be.
Indecision sucks, although it is the name of a great ost of Evil Zone that I love *gets kicked*
Well then, tomorrow I have an appointment with the doctor, so I'm going to sleep. I just hope that at least, there are any good news.

So, Nbye ~

Signed out while playing Evil Zone again,
Shinobu. ~