I've been a little...erm...okay, I've been seriously busy.
With what, you ask...?
Well, first of all...here I was, all happy and making a sweet entry to my dear fans (which I believe to be nonexistant, but putting that aside...), and I saw that the pictures of my previous layout had been removed. Sooo, I went looking for another one, and it was pretty troublesome...until I found this one, who kinda fits in my tastes (although I had to make a few changes). I guess that now (for real), "making a blog layout" is on my "to do" list. Gotta beat lazyness, ugh...
So, moving on...I've been writing some crap to train my sh*tty skills (if you remind the other entry...), and I still believe that I suck, meh.
To all the morons who I call friends that are reading this...yes, writing. Some of you, might be shocked, others might even praise me and tell me to go on...or others might even already knew about it, like senpai.
Moving on again...this week has been seriously fun! On monday I went to visit Sara, yesterday I went at Cheila's and today I went with colombo with my dear friends: Cheila (notice how she's the one that's everywhere? Now now, you can no longer say that I'm the one that's everywhere!), Pedro, Mariana. Cheila (see?) dragged her cousin along, Fábio. We had a good time, and guess what...tomorrow I'm visiting Cheila (seeeee?) again with Mariana 8D
Well, since I don't feel like telling how it was like (actually I do, Pedro's sayings were just too awesome to be ignored...I believe that after this one, I like that moron even more [despite of your lack of inteligence] *-*), I'm just going to pass to the main theme of this entry, desu.
It has been a freaking year. A YEAR!
To all of the morons who are still reading, and that didn't understand what I said...it's been a year since I went through that stupid sirgury. I must admit it, it was the worst phase of my life. I was seriously down and everybody put me down, telling me that I was being a crybaby and all of those craps. I am one to say, that none of those morons who said it, know how hard it was. To all the ones that stayed by my side, I believe that they know how down I was, and how I felt. I really, really thank you for everything...despite of our craps, and arguings, and all of those things, I really love you guys. I want you to know that you are part of my little world and that I am really glad that I got to meet you. The laughs, the tournaments, the jokes, the troubles...everything means a lot to me.
But, although this is going to sound stupid, there is one person that I really want to thank to, despite of my lack of courage to tell it in her face...the one who supported me most, who never left me alone, and that looked at me in the eyes, smiled and said that everything was going to be alright, even if I just had puked all over her. The one who held my hand when I was taking off the blood for the transfusions, the one who went to buy me cookies since I hated the food at the hospital, the one who, when she left, would call me right away to ask if I was okay. The one who even slept bad just for me...thank you, mom. Despite of everything that I ever said, and everything that you did, you are the only one who will always be able to see through me. And, you know...I want to be like you (but I don't want to be a babysitter, I'm tired of all the stupid crybabies.).
So, I guess that's all.
That stupid thing came from the heart, so don't bug me about it.
I'm going to get some rest, since I am tired (blame Mariana, since she wanted to go around and around to search for clothes that she didn't bought).
So...until next time, desu.
Signed out while going "desu~",
Shinobu. ~
My future 3rd job at Trickster...Champion! (L) [the pic belongs to L-A-B-O at DA!]
Sara ~, at
19 de agosto de 2009 às 15:10