Shinobu here, desu. ~
It's been a while since I put anything here, so today's post is going to be a little...big.
I wanted to post this yesterday, but my brother kicked me out of the pc before I could do anything...and before, I couldn't have posted anything due to some issues ~.~
Yesterday, it made 2 years that my grandad died. It's been kinda of hard, living with the guilt of not having done a lot of things...he was one of the few persons that I didn't know that I would miss this much. If possible, wait for me up there. I'll...meet you, and we'll do all the things that the grandads do with their grandsons, like walking together and eat an ice cream. And, you know, you don't know how hard it was for all of us to see you leave. Mom fade away, I fell down, and so did Aunty Nanda...despite of what happened, she forgave you for everything you did, so please, forgive me too, for all the things that remained untold. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have runned, nor cried. But now, I can't move on with that...so please, forgive me too, for not going to visit you nor going to pray for you, but I just can't...so, I'll just help Mom and Aunty rise again.
I'll tell you now what I said when you were burried...

I don't want to say goodbye, so let's just think of this as a "see you later". If you wait, I'll be the grandson you wanted, the one that would run as hell just to hug you. And, when I see you, I'll run to your arms, and I won't let go of you, never again.

Thanks for everything, really. You will always be missed...just rest in piece, dear grandad. ~


Well, since I kinda am crying, I'll just pass to the next topic...
Marg, your jump while watching Rec was too awesome! I never saw anybody get scared as ya did XD
You couldn't even sleep in the night, haha ~
And, I discovered that actually I can drive, yay! I always thought that I would suck, but after playing Test Drive with the steering-wheel at Joris' with him and Marg, I found out that I am kinda good. I learned how to play in just 10 mins, haha. So, who knows if in a few years, I won't be driving in the streets...if you see me, please be careful, as you might get runned over :O

I'll keep the rest I wanted to talk about to the next post, which I believe that will be in Tuesday, since that day I'm going to Cheila's with Sara :D
Well, guess I'll be going to play HM with senpai now, so bye ^^

Signed out while drooling over Cliff-san,
Shinobu. ~