Yes. No image today. Also, no intro.
And why is that?
I just decided that it's time for me to reveal the whole truth about me, that nobody besides me ever found out. I always looked like the moron who liked to joke around, but that inside, understood everything. To keep yourself like that, you can't let people to get into your wise area, and therefore, you hide it As for me, the way I found to hide it, was lies.
Correct...the moron Marta, after all, does the worst thing in the world.
Every single human has his own way to hide their dramas, their fears...their past.
Mine, is lies. Lies about what I feel...lies about what happened. Lies about why didn't I answer, nor call.
It just gets out because I dislike revealing the way that I feel to the others.
My lies are lies that others will soon forget, so it won't hurt nobody...but, there's one that I regret that I ever made up such thing. It was a lie created to justify my loneliness, and to explain how I felt about grandad's death. I know that you already forgave me for that, but still...I am sorry.
Everybody has already lied, that's correct...but I sure wasn't like this. I was really bad at lying...now, I can lie as I speak normally and nobody will understand.
Therefore, I'm trying to heal it...
I believe that I have taken some steps foward, as there are some persons who I never lied to...but still, still...there's lots of things to do, to improve, to think...

If after reading that, you will still stay by my side, and wait for my recovery...then, it's amazing how the angels that I spent my life looking for, are right beside me.

Right now, the only thing I wish for, is that Khastral is real, so that she'll come and to forgive all my sins. Unfortunately...you're only my original character who stays in my mind.
Even if, knowing you as your creator, I think that you would forgive me after this...I would want to hear it from you.


I don't know how far will this go, nor I know if I can be forgiven. All I know is, that for now, I want to stop, and I believe that that's enough to take a step foward and to stop this crap...
That's all. So...until the next time...bye.